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  <title>El Dasherino</title>
  <subtitle>El Dasherino</subtitle>
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    <name>El Dasherino</name>
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  <updated>2006-04-06T06:24:06Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:11059</id>
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    <title>Damn Straight I'm evil</title>
    <published>2006-04-06T06:24:06Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-06T06:24:06Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so i took this quiz and it says this&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;table style="border:1px solid black"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="center"&gt; &lt;font size="3"&gt; You are a &lt;center&gt; &lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="4"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Social Conservative&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;br&gt; &lt;font shmolor="#a8a8a8" size="3"&gt;(30% permissive)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;/center&gt; &lt;br&gt; and an... &lt;center&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;font size="4"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Economic Liberal&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;br&gt; &lt;font shmolor="#a8a8a8" size="3"&gt;(36% permissive)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;/center&gt; &lt;br&gt; You are best described as a:&lt;br&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;font size="+2"&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;b&gt;Totalitarian&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt; &lt;table name="thetable" background="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/politics/chart_political.gif" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" height="375" width="375"&gt; &lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr height="218"&gt; &lt;td width="94"&gt;&lt;/td&gt; &lt;td width="280"&gt;&lt;/td&gt; &lt;/tr&gt; &lt;tr height="156"&gt;&lt;td width="94"&gt;&lt;/td&gt; &lt;td align="left" valign="top" width="280"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/politics_you.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/td&gt; &lt;/tr&gt; &lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt; &lt;br&gt; &lt;table name="thetable" background="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/politics/chart_basic.jpg" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" height="375" width="375"&gt; &lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr height="218"&gt; &lt;td width="94"&gt;&lt;/td&gt; &lt;td width="280"&gt;&lt;/td&gt; &lt;/tr&gt; &lt;tr height="156"&gt;&lt;td width="94"&gt;&lt;/td&gt; &lt;td align="left" valign="top" width="280"&gt;&lt;img src="http://is1.okcupid.com/graphics/politics_you.gif" border="0"&gt;&lt;/td&gt; &lt;/tr&gt; &lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt; &lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;Link: &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/politics"&gt;&lt;b&gt;The Politics Test&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;  on &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com"&gt;&lt;b&gt;Ok Cupid&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;Also: &lt;a href="http://www.okcupid.com/oktest3"&gt;The OkCupid Dating Persona Test&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will strike the fear of god into, those poor people some day!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:10924</id>
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    <title>anudril @ 2006-03-29T00:33:00</title>
    <published>2006-03-29T08:40:52Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-29T08:40:52Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Have you ever felt like a complete second class citizen? I know most of you have, with someone be it trivial like when your at the DMV or something personal. Well what do you think about it when someone who has no right to treat you like a lesser person does so and infront of other people, my initial primal insinct was to  say fuck you but, this whole path I'm trying to take of rising above shit would be clashing with that. Fuck it I geuss what im trying to say is, I'm only Dash Albert and if that isn't good enough for some people fuck them and fuck everyone like em. I don't need that shit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:10694</id>
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    <title>No time for love Dr. Jones!</title>
    <published>2006-03-03T22:00:21Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-03T22:00:21Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Yoko Kano- Don't Wanna be the one to pop your cherry girl</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So its, that time of the quarter again and im in a hurry and it seems like everyone is so fucking non-shelant, I'm still really happy for you guys that aren't faking it but seriously fuck you. anyway I feel great (besides the walls caving in on me kinda pressure im getting). Anywho I'm in a short story class where I can't right genres and I need to experiance the real world so I can get more storys for my damn final, its 20 pages long, and If anyone is cruising around or just doing there usual thing give me a ring. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh yeah when did I become a total fucking outcast like no one wants to do anything anymore.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace Niggas.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:10456</id>
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    <title>Life is good but...</title>
    <published>2006-01-28T09:33:00Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-28T09:33:00Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Pachebel-Cannon in D</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So im doin great right now have been for almost a year, havent seen anyone in awhile all of you should try hanging out with me sometime cept evan hes in some secret place or nebraska, anyway I think the onlything that would make life more kickass than its been lately is giant robots of some sort. I know this sounds dumb but I am a true advocate of the giant robot and piloting one would be pretty great. Be it the crazy contruction bot in aliens or the really cool ones in anime I'm down. Well I geuss this shows I'm in a good mood. Also sorry to hear about various peoples problems.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:10035</id>
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    <title>Fucking set backs</title>
    <published>2005-08-14T00:16:30Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-14T00:16:30Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Fortunate Son (read the lyrics)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Cant afford to got to school unless its edcc wasted a summer planning to move, I'm sick with an ulcer i think and harrison hates me for no reason but fuck it. all this will either add to my strength or make me go brutally insane. (hopefully like the punisher he was pretty cool). Has anyone ever felt like a whole months worth of not sleeping enough hit them at once and they just got really sick, and that happend to be a really inoppurtune time?</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:9810</id>
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    <title>ATTETION I NEED HELP WILL PAY FOR GAS/LUNCH!!!</title>
    <published>2005-08-07T23:16:50Z</published>
    <updated>2005-08-07T23:16:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I have to go to federal way and check out aparment near my new college and see if any of them are nifty for a commuter on wensday i will pay for your gas and food if you take me please help im in a bind! Call me if you can help!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:9032</id>
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    <title>So im 20 and bored</title>
    <published>2005-06-29T21:41:53Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-29T21:41:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Well today is my birthday and everyone is either not answering or busy so far I'm hoping to find someone who wants to hang out or do something today, Im really bored It feels like any other day. I remember when birthdays used to be great big deals and people had cake and food and partys no i just feel, like there should be "something here" and I'm searching for it and its notI don't know has anyone else ever gotten that feeling or am I just being weird?</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:8794</id>
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    <title>why i dont post in this thing yet</title>
    <published>2005-06-27T01:49:47Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-27T01:49:47Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I decided that live journal really takes the fun out of having get togethers with friends, thats why i don't post in, or read these that much anymore im, gonna start when i move cause thats gonna be a good way to stay in touch but when I realized most of my meaningful conversations happend with people who didn't post everything on here thats when i stopped using it I feel its a de-humanizing process unless you live to far away from each other, I'm personally a fan of the idle chit chat between friends and i think this destroys it , I really don't know why I felt like saying this stuff maybe its cause I feel like im left out of so many loops oh well, just me venting again.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:8142</id>
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    <title>Long due update + quiz dealy</title>
    <published>2005-05-13T06:58:12Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-13T06:58:12Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So I'm goin to College finnaly which is going to be awesome i have to do a bunch of planning for it though getting the loans and stuff together by the end of august, I'm thinking the train since no one uses it anymore. But I think goin out on my own for a few years will be goos its a pretty seet package the lady from the school came to explain it to me like they can hook me up with a job and apartment all i gotta do is get a loan anyone else wanna go to DeVry with the rest of the under acheivers? we can be roomies? well thats all that happend today really cept like I took this dumb quiz&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table style="font-family: serif; color: black; font-size: 12pt;" width="200" align="center" border="1" bordercolor="black" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="5"&gt;&lt;/table&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:7862</id>
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    <title>THE BEST THING EVER CAUSE ITS GEORGE ROMERO AGAIN!</title>
    <published>2005-04-28T08:35:32Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-28T08:35:32Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/georgearomeroslandofthedead.html"&gt;http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/georgearomeroslandofthedead.html&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finally the fourth installment of the dead series is coming out driected by romero and i'm flipping my lid seein that im the only one thats probably seen the originals and is such a nut for them hes the one who made Night of the Living Dead (both versions)&lt;br /&gt;Dawn of the dead (original)&lt;br /&gt;Day of the Dead (no remake)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm not saying i didn't like the remake of dawn im just saying zombie babie aint got nothin on the original movie and I love his style I mean it might seem dumb nowadays but back then he was always pushing the nc-17 so hey he did what he could HOO FUCKING RAY WHOS SEEING IT WITH DASH?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TONY IS CAUSE DENNIS HOPPER IS IN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!&lt;br /&gt;ANDREWS NOT ALLOWED CAUSE HE MADE FUN OF ORANGE BLOOD IN DAWN ;(</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:7418</id>
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    <title>Chillin</title>
    <published>2005-04-24T02:24:10Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-24T02:24:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so i made me a new icon my first attempt to do so I think its cool but then again i think i'm cool watched the incredibles today that was a good movie other than that didn't do much.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:7095</id>
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    <title>Death Hunt Best Movie Ever?</title>
    <published>2005-04-19T08:29:10Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-19T08:29:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so I just finished watching death hunt with Tony and Aaron.
&lt;br&gt;
It has one of the most star studded casts ever.
&lt;br&gt;
Charles Bronson
&lt;br&gt;
Lee Marvin
&lt;br&gt;
Carl Weathers
&lt;br&gt;
That guy who owns a hotel in deadwood
&lt;br&gt;
and some other people who are ok
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
Mainly what hooked us on the movie was the following diolouge between
two of the most inteligent looking frotiersmen you've ever seen.
#1"your dumb!"
&lt;br&gt;
#2"yeah, your dumb!"
&lt;br&gt;
#1"your dumb!"
&lt;br&gt;
#2"your so dumb I bet I could sell you dirt!"
&lt;br&gt;
after this staggering whittism the first frontiersman believes it is
indeed time to settle things with violence and readys his trusty gun,
only they are both halted by a mountain of a man. One who carries what
I can only describe as the biggest knife I can possibly fathom they
break from there death grapple to continue there hunt&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; end scene&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Enter
Charles Bronson whittling some tool that only a god could truly
undterstand the full purpose of sitting on the front porch of a cabin
he built with a knife with a wolf he tamed just recently, eating jerky
made from a kodiak he killed with his own two hands, he is indeed a
badass. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;Then the group of hunters come up and are all like hey Charles
bronson you think your better then us? He obviosly nods and kills one
imeadiatly since none of them are important castmembers then they kill
his dog and run away.&lt;br&gt;
Then there was a bunch of stuff i tuned out where he killed a bi plane
and a dear at the same time and apolo creed but all and all I recomend &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;font size="7"&gt;DEATH HUNT&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v706/randodda/deathunts.jpg"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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    <title>today sucked too</title>
    <published>2005-04-15T05:21:57Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-15T05:21:57Z</updated>
    <content type="html">yeah so today was horrible I'm still working on the towing problem no one has given me a definite answer to it yet and I feel like shit, I'm really starting to hate life, nothing good is happining lately. I've been working so hard trying to get this car towed that it has phyically fatiugued me like weight training, I ate like once today, I tried hanging out and all i did was worry about the car and brood about shit. Then the college wants money from me for tuition for a quarter i didn't attend when i didn't even have any classes, I'm just done, the only bright thing is I got Jade Empire, if the game isn't good then i think i might lose it i just might because this week has sucked that much it in fact rivals "get robbed by your mom week" and i 'm sorry in advance for the dramatics but thats just how bad it has been for me I mean if you want the whole fucking deal the call me or something i'm not getting into it on LIVEFUCKINGJOURNAL.COM</content>
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    <title>shitty and exhausting day</title>
    <published>2005-04-14T03:19:56Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-14T03:19:56Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Can You Hear the People Sing?-Les Miserables</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So I spent all day figuring out how to get the car towed in time, which was a grueling task, then I was supposed to hang out with miles but he never called me back which really pissed me off, but Ive excepted shit happens. Anyway I talked the manager into giving me an extra day to get rid of the car and if i cant get the guy from the paper to take it for free by the end of saturday then i have to push it out of the lot that night, to avoid horrendous impound charges so that was my shitacular day theres alot of holes in this story but i'm phsyically and mentally exhausted.</content>
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    <title>hmmm</title>
    <published>2005-04-08T05:58:38Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-08T05:58:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so I just looked at some of my friends journals and then via them another persons journal named kay- something who is not only a horrible example of human life from the looks of it (though I don't think I've  ever met her I wouldn't mind throwing her infront of a train) Well I thought I was a burnout that from what I read That bitch and her crowd probably got less than 7 years from the way they talk about drug and alcahol abuse makes me glad to go clean, its weird shes all like thinking shes hot shit but it was so fake sounding even with a program that dosn't capture emotions that well if you don't know the person. Anyway from what I gathered shes a schemer and a manipulator, and generally Evil. Sorry again Ash :(</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:6050</id>
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    <title>My moms medications off again hooray!</title>
    <published>2005-04-08T05:25:01Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-08T05:25:01Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Despite All My Rage I am Still Just A Rat In a Cage</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So I've awoken to lectures of how I'm not good enought the last few mornings lately from my mom. I've checked her hiding places and I cant find any meds so either shes flusing them, found a new one, or they need to be ajusted, regardless I'm going insane since I'm still trying to quit smoking pot and thats one of the few things that drowns her out. Friday and the weekend are gonna be the real test, I got booze which I plan on using if things get bad enough but I'd rather hang out so if anyone if free in the next three days and wouldn't mind hanging out with me please just give me a call or post or something.</content>
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    <title>Today is turning out lame</title>
    <published>2005-04-06T20:49:05Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-06T20:49:05Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so now everyone has school or work again and I think Aaron was free he was talking to me but i was in the bath room, then when I tried calling I got ahold of Tony which made me feel all bad and shit cause he works nights and I keep forgetting that so I can't like call over there anymore or it will wake him up. so in other news, my short lived streak of spiritual hapiness is over no particular person or thing to blame but hey it was nice to have while it lasted.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anudril:5343</id>
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    <title>Uneventful day</title>
    <published>2005-04-05T00:38:14Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-05T00:38:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So nothing happend today cept, i played some video games, mainly the punisher and fight night 2 posted some comments and i am currently looking for new emotion things cuz mine are dumb but if anyone has plans tonight let me in on em please! Or if you wanna chill I'm down!</content>
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    <title>nuthin</title>
    <published>2005-04-04T01:29:26Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-04T01:29:26Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Yoko Kano-Rain</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so today is okay last night was good ended with an eye opening discussion (tony you rock) I've gotten over this feeling of wanerlust ive been having and decided to bunker down and deal with my inner demons and try and change myself for the better quirks and all, of course no one is perfect. theres alot of people I've been hard on and if any of them read this I'm sorry. Its a new day in my life and a bright sun just broke through the clouds (literally).</content>
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    <title>Sin City</title>
    <published>2005-04-02T06:34:24Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-02T06:34:24Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so i saw sin city tonight it fucking rules, and i don't care what anyone thinks, the color thing they did reminded me of schindlers list but the movie is nothing like it. Its already one of my favorite movies of all time. on another note Aaron we need to play shadowrun again (you'll have the urge when you see sin city trust me)</content>
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    <title>A Question of some importance</title>
    <published>2005-04-01T05:07:16Z</published>
    <updated>2005-04-01T05:07:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so today was ok, I just chilled. I'm hoping tomarrow goes well. but I do have a question Do people always realize when they are being passive agessive i mean i cant speak for myself but if anyone else knows please tell me I need to know I'm making a decision based on the answers I recieve.</content>
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    <title>Nana nanana  nana Katamari Damacy</title>
    <published>2005-03-31T06:48:31Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-31T06:48:31Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Yoko Kano- Tank!</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So im feeling ok though im still pissed at things, i thought to myself one night, I know alot of people who are fucked up more than me and dont bitch and aren't numb (this was during a particularly numb moment) and then I had a Epiphany in which i figured out quite a bit about how to deal with certain shit in my life for the time being and such the detail i wont disclose cause i doubt anyone would find them that intrsting. but It made me feel alot better about stuff in general though things are still the same. I Geuss in short what I could say is my Epiphany was a little bit of hope.</content>
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    <title>Timmmmmber</title>
    <published>2005-03-29T21:07:45Z</published>
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    <content type="html">So my mother knows how to cut through self esteem anytime i boost myself up a notch its like she can sense it and knocks me all the way back down. I've lost a little part of my soul today and im not just bitchin and whiing for those of you who think thats what this is all about. I really dont wanna get into it cause i doubt very much that anyone would wanna here why, I mean when is my life not a fucking shit storm, I've decided I'd probably be beter off in the army, but then id be a baby killer or something its hard to finda  meaning in life especially when your mother makes you think your worthless unless you do what she wants.</content>
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    <title>Yet Another Cancelation should i be suprised or should I just Dance Around?</title>
    <published>2005-03-28T21:12:03Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-28T21:12:03Z</updated>
    <lj:music>The Stand Alone Complex</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So I got another cancelation, today from larry who was at Andrews house i dont know maybe its just me thinking the whole worlds against me but its been over a fucking week now and this shit is still fucking happining I'm starting to think they dont want me around or something, I could say I dont fucking care but I do this is really pissing me off I gotta go find something to do now before i go insane, like that hasn't already happend.</content>
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    <title>I like the Dark</title>
    <published>2005-03-28T04:50:25Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-28T04:50:25Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So im sittin in my room alone and chillin lisinin to music and burning a candle its pretty damn cool. Hope everyone is pleasently stuffed with ham and such by now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What Song has This line? its REALLY EASY!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pleased to meat you have you geussed my name?</content>
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